So how has it been?

Well...its been "ok". Yes "ok".
I like it down here a lot, well most of it. I'm haveing basically the same amount of fun as I am not having fun. Jugle that one around. It is hard down here basically. Not the living on my own aspect, but sorta the living part. I do enjoy working to make money, to get by and play. I enjoy going to school, and learning things I don't know. But when I don't understand what I'm learning, it's not always as fun. Dare I say fun? I do...I do... Lots of things seem really hard, things that seem easy. Like school, I do my homework, well try to. I listen and attend every class, but I just don't understand most of it. But I try, cause that's what I do, that's who I am. I can't stand giving up on things. Especialy ones that I have tried so hard to get right and working. No explination for that.

I know what I want to do for my future, well most of it. I also have accepted most of the things, that I know of, that need to be done to get there. Well, the ones I know of so far. And I do look forward to it, and I am excited about it. Enough to wanna take a quick look at what it will be like...but not really, because that is cheating.

I miss my friends. Too bad I'm the kinda person that meets of a lot of them, but never really takes advantage of it. Which is stupid. Not sure. "What the fuck ever", basically describes how I am, and have been feeling lately.


Peace out homies!
all 2 or 3 of you!


Oh, and it so needs to snow.